Tired in Crimson

 

In the last Twenty-one years,
I’ve been trapped by an unreliable
personal tide. The metamorphosis
and renewal of cells I don’t readily
celebrate.

I am in the summer of the body.
I’m thinking of tired moon symbolisms
as my already fragile gut clenches,
with both anxiety and exiting progesterone.
I am tired.

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